.

Am tired of hearing , "He's not the one for you"
Heck! I myself know that he's never been one for me! 

My people used to say, 
"you deserve someone better"
But they've never seen my eyes, 
when I see the latter! 
It's not that am into him
But the fear of dissolving condemn. 

The endeavor to love someone again 
Effortlessly goin' in vain 

Whenever I hear Julia Michaels singing, 
"Fallin' for him was like fallin' from grace"
Tears roll down as he once been my man of embrace.

Without proper conclusion, I set this off
Because I started to keep him far off!! 
                                      
                                             With love, 
                                         Ms. Affable ❤.          



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