She writes down...

My zealousy started fading the day, I turned 21 Life is getting ponderous, all of a sudden. I was a girl,      who sought validation from outside I was a girl,     who was taught to love pleasing others. I was a girl,     who never knew regrets, neither had secrets. I was a girl,     who was loose-tongued I was a girl,     who was so gregarious by nature  Did it change now? Nothing changed. I evolved by the time. I learned to establish boundaries, I learned to have secrets, I learned to be assertive, I learned that its okay to have regrets

At this stage of my life,  Looking back didn't sound bad!  I was there! Both happy and sad; Got butterflies and stomach burns; Guess, I was too stingy! I was there! Both clear and confused; Got wisdom and doubts; Guess, I was in turbulence! I was there! Both relished and abominated; Got elated and dejected; Guess, I was uncertain! I am still here! Both organized and muddled Feeling loved and annoyed; Probably I endorse destiny!                         With love ,                                                                                                                                  ...

Two chubby fellows got a bit close together,  The pandemic lockdown gave us feather!  We were no strangers though; But never seen each other beyond the pleather before.  We used to go for walking at the dawn,  And speak of everything that happened the previous evening in the lawn.  We started to feel comfortable to share Every inches of our life though it wasn't much fair.  The miles we covered while cycling is unaccounted; Realised, Afore we are born our bond is bounded!  After that mild walk at the dusk , holding our hands immense,  The house next street felt like long distance.  She was a safer place Stood by me when my life was disgrace!  Zero judgements, zero fear,  That's not something everyone can offer!  It feels overwhelming, to know our place in someone's space,  What if a person can tell your heart's pace!  In my every decision, there'll be her notion Love you is just a word, but Onlyforu is an emotion! All...

She patiently listened and heard everyone's tales Feeling both happy and sad according to it's emotional waves.  No one bothered to ask her, "Are you alright? " Coz they had no idea about all her emotional fights!  She just casts a smile in her lips Coz she know she'll gain nothing but gossips At times, she felt it more easy to live with her pain,  As everyone heard her emotions in disdain!  Still, Her shoulders are always open for you,  But remember, "A LISTENER NEEDS A LISTENER TOO"!!                                              With love,                                          Ms. Affable❤

I welcomed him, when I was two!  With much eager and anticipation, I got A new lively toy to play with He who pronounced my name first!  He who followed everything I did!  We grew up exploring everything together!  We grew up sharing toys,  Sharing food and sharing jokes,  Even deepest secrets and dreadful gossips!  We grew up in each other's shadow  And all of a sudden, one day He grew up taller than me!  Spoke a litter wiser than me.  A bit fairer than me , made me jealous.  Then he started growing apart from me.  Now I stand alone and lonely,  Unable to accept the bitter fact That , "he's not my little toy anymore".                                       With love,                                   Ms. Affable ❤

            I chose to write about something too controversial to discuss. LOVE  .What is love? Am not here to talk about the chemistry between boy and girl. I just don't wanna make it so dramatic or cinematical.          Love is felt so magical. Love should be unconditional. Love is being respectful. Love is an healing therapy.and its an reminder of who you are. Its not a distraction. It's an attention. The attention that mother shows on her baby, the attention that teacher shows on his/her student, the attention an individual gives in listening their friends stories and problems. Love can be anything and in any form. Everyone have their own definition for love.            But I have come across a definition which made so much sense. " Love is putting someone's need before ours".  Better Communication is the most important component in any sort of relationship. Misunderstandings do ...

            I strongly believe, "Everything happens for a reason". And I have felt and witnessed the reasons most of the time. Still the unknown reason behind every tragic or unhappy happening hurts us the most!               We Know that we are not responsible for everything that's happening around us. Still sometimes we ourself take the complete responsibility for accidental things which should not have taken place. It's ok to feel that way. We think that life is a game. Sometimes it feels like we are constantly losing the game. But the truth is, "We are just the coins of the game that destiny plays".              Pampered parenting and spoon feeding is never gonna let u achieve anything. We'll learn to face the hurdles only when we come out of our comfort zone.              Nothing will teach you more when you fall down and rise again by yourself...