sound of your love

 I loved you

I'd said that to you

One hundred times 

May be one hundred and three times


You never said that 

And I always felt bad about it


When I left you 

I thought about that more than ever


You made sure I was never starving 

Whenever and wherever we were

You made sure I got enough air

Even when you were sweating


Both of us knew from the very beginning 

That we were not destined to be together 

So you never gave me 

Even a tiny bit of hope 

You even made sure I go hopeless often

Because you know I'd be shattered 

When we fall apart 

Also you made sure I got whatever I liked

Except you


All these things said that

You loved me

Louder than anything 

I've ever heard before 

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